I was having a wonderful dream early this morning when it was interrupted by a vomiting child. Thankfully, PJ is now old enough to know what's happening. So, I got him on the floor with a bowl. Most of it ended up in his bed. So I moved him to the living room, and Em into my side of the bed.
Now we are watching Over the Hedge and drinking coffee (well, just me on that one). Thinking about breakfast...and NOT thinking about breakfast.
Went to Lauren's on Friday night. Ro was up to get her car looked at. Us ladies went to Kahn's BBQ for dinner. Almost killed each other on the way there, like only sisters can. LOL - yeah, I can only laugh now that it's over. :) Got to play the new Wii Sports. Worth buying I do believe. Will have to purchase a new Wii though.
Yesterday, the boys and I went to New Richmond. Did laundry. Had Dairy Queen with Grandma. Had a nice game of Baseball going on with Grandma and Uncle Pete. The boys wanted to stay the night, but I did not. So we left around 7pm, hit Mickey D's for dinner, and wandered home.
Had to moved several children at once around 3am, but that was it until the Wake Up Call. He seems to be doing OK now - well, at least no fever and no complaining. I think I may have been phlegm-induced and not Flu Related. *crosses fingers*
Gonna go snuggle with the sicko and drink massive amounts of coffee.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
It's been a while.
I've been more into writing. It's consumed me. :D
I'm, of course, in a bit of a funk now. As per my psyche. It's my own fault this time. Stupid me.
My cure-all would be to spend a day shopping at the MOA. REAL shopping, not window. But that won't happen any time soon. Hell, I can't even do it after tax return season this coming year. Again: My own fault.
Had some tragedies arise in the last couple of months. A close-close friend was admitted into the hospital for depression. Very scary time. I worry so much about this person. I wish I was closer. Just to reassure and give lots of hugs. I know they need them as much I do. I wish I could be strong enough for the both of us, then they wouldn't have to suffer. STUPID BRAIN AND ITS CHEMICAL IMBALANCES!
Also, a friend lost her 13 year old daughter in August. She had a genetic disorder and passed away after surgery to remove a benign tumor from her brain. I cannot even fathom the pain, heartache, and loss she's still going through. Her family is putting on a benefit for her next weekend. I'm hoping to make it down there.
I Finally have another friend that has children the same age as mine. (No offense to you that do not!!!) Her eldest boy is a half year older than than Em and half year younger than PJ, and they like the same things. Again, she's so far away. Damnit.
Went to the Ren Fest and State Fair this year. Had more fun at the Ren Fest. The State Fair is blah and there's just too many people. Pisses me off!! Of course this may be due to the fact that the same day we went was the same day Mike lost his job.
Mike was working for BostonScientific. It was awesome and he LOVED it. And then the asses at the temp service dropped him like a rock. Bastards! Anywho. So that's added some tension into the mix.
The boys are OK - physically. PJ is in super-psycho mode tho. He has to scream and hit everything and everyone. He's even picking on the cat! His new word is: Accident. So he claims that everything he does is one. *sigh*
Em started 2nd grade. And so far no "incidents". We've gotten him to actually swallow pills now, so I don't' have to plunk down $84 a month for a bottle of his meds (in liquid form). Now it's just $10. Very nice. He has a bit of a cold at the moment and I'm just waiting for a note to come home from school telling us to get him tested for the Swine Flu. LOL - which I actually think both the boys had it earlier this summer. I'm not worried.
Next weekend Carmen and her fiancee are coming up! I can't wait. I haven't seen her in at least 2 years, maybe more. Now if only I can see Jenny and Ali sometime soon, I'd be set. :(
And finally, per usual, I'm having self-esteem issues. This time it's mostly weight related. I know I'm up over my Do or Die limit. (As it: DO IT OR I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF - not literally.) It's just so hard to find the TIME. Or the energy. Two small boys that wake up at the crack of dawn and go to bed when the rest of the World has been sleeping for 8 hours....I HAVE NO TIME! NO TIME! It's very frustrating. Add on top of that a husband who only thinks of himself, not even his CHILDREN first...it's a suicidal offense. I'm disgusting, everyone thinks I'm disgusting, and I won't be able to get what I want (really really REALLY want) until I do something about it. And, to my brain, apparently it doesn't matter. *punches brain* I've started to not go out anywhere or anyone. Usually I'm the one that makes the effort. I'm the one traveling to see friends or family. But I've stopped. Life is too embarrassing now.
Ho-hum. Blah blah blah. Buy a girdle and qwit-cher-bitchin' I know I know.
I'm, of course, in a bit of a funk now. As per my psyche. It's my own fault this time. Stupid me.
My cure-all would be to spend a day shopping at the MOA. REAL shopping, not window. But that won't happen any time soon. Hell, I can't even do it after tax return season this coming year. Again: My own fault.
Had some tragedies arise in the last couple of months. A close-close friend was admitted into the hospital for depression. Very scary time. I worry so much about this person. I wish I was closer. Just to reassure and give lots of hugs. I know they need them as much I do. I wish I could be strong enough for the both of us, then they wouldn't have to suffer. STUPID BRAIN AND ITS CHEMICAL IMBALANCES!
Also, a friend lost her 13 year old daughter in August. She had a genetic disorder and passed away after surgery to remove a benign tumor from her brain. I cannot even fathom the pain, heartache, and loss she's still going through. Her family is putting on a benefit for her next weekend. I'm hoping to make it down there.
I Finally have another friend that has children the same age as mine. (No offense to you that do not!!!) Her eldest boy is a half year older than than Em and half year younger than PJ, and they like the same things. Again, she's so far away. Damnit.
Went to the Ren Fest and State Fair this year. Had more fun at the Ren Fest. The State Fair is blah and there's just too many people. Pisses me off!! Of course this may be due to the fact that the same day we went was the same day Mike lost his job.
Mike was working for BostonScientific. It was awesome and he LOVED it. And then the asses at the temp service dropped him like a rock. Bastards! Anywho. So that's added some tension into the mix.
The boys are OK - physically. PJ is in super-psycho mode tho. He has to scream and hit everything and everyone. He's even picking on the cat! His new word is: Accident. So he claims that everything he does is one. *sigh*
Em started 2nd grade. And so far no "incidents". We've gotten him to actually swallow pills now, so I don't' have to plunk down $84 a month for a bottle of his meds (in liquid form). Now it's just $10. Very nice. He has a bit of a cold at the moment and I'm just waiting for a note to come home from school telling us to get him tested for the Swine Flu. LOL - which I actually think both the boys had it earlier this summer. I'm not worried.
Next weekend Carmen and her fiancee are coming up! I can't wait. I haven't seen her in at least 2 years, maybe more. Now if only I can see Jenny and Ali sometime soon, I'd be set. :(
And finally, per usual, I'm having self-esteem issues. This time it's mostly weight related. I know I'm up over my Do or Die limit. (As it: DO IT OR I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF - not literally.) It's just so hard to find the TIME. Or the energy. Two small boys that wake up at the crack of dawn and go to bed when the rest of the World has been sleeping for 8 hours....I HAVE NO TIME! NO TIME! It's very frustrating. Add on top of that a husband who only thinks of himself, not even his CHILDREN first...it's a suicidal offense. I'm disgusting, everyone thinks I'm disgusting, and I won't be able to get what I want (really really REALLY want) until I do something about it. And, to my brain, apparently it doesn't matter. *punches brain* I've started to not go out anywhere or anyone. Usually I'm the one that makes the effort. I'm the one traveling to see friends or family. But I've stopped. Life is too embarrassing now.
Ho-hum. Blah blah blah. Buy a girdle and qwit-cher-bitchin' I know I know.
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